YAWN!

Gosh i am tired, t-i-r-e-d! Been a looooong day, well not really no longer than other days, this one just seems to be going on forever.
Got woken up at 4.10 by some kids banging on a car park sign across the street, half an hour later Caroline woke up for a feed and took about two hours for her to settle down again and after that i just couldn't fall asleep again. Lorelai came in around 7 i think and we managed to snuggle up in bed all four of us until 9ish, although i still didn't sleep as Lorelai kept asking for Mr Tumble and Cbeebies - yay for phones with internet and tv!

N(partner) didn't expect anything for fathers day but i got him a card and new clippers from the girls (he has been wanting new clippers for a while now lol) which made him happy. It's been fairly rough for him with his other kids and always been told he was a shitty dad etc etc but if people would just open their eyes and see how amazing he is with our girls they would change their mind. Yeah he made mistakes with the first lot of kids he had with the ex but he was 17 when she fell pregnant with the oldest, give the man some space! He done his very very best for all of his kids no one just never told him well done mate. Never in my life thought i by the age of 24 would have two kids and found the love of my life, i always wanted kids before i turned 25 but didn't really think that would happen but it did. And now it's all over with the kids part, no more kids for us - it does make me sad but i don't think i'd be able to go through another pregnancy after everything that happened with this one. I'm so grateful Caroline came out healthy with no side effects. She was a massive 8lb8oz and 51cm, which for us is massive. Lorelai was 6lb6oz and 49cm so Caroline is a giant compared to her. The day after we came home from the hospital (Caroline is born friday at 17.35 and we came home monday late afternoon) she was weighed by the midwife and she had only lost 1oz which is brilliant. A week later she was 8lb15oz! Really looking forward to seeing the HV again in two weeks to she how much she's gained by then. Got a feeling she's around 9lb5oz-10lb now, heavy heavy lady! Outgrowing her 0-3 months already!!

I will start telling about pregnancy etc very very soon so that you'll get a better picture of all these things i'm talking about here - today have just been one of those day's where we left home around 11 and only just got back an hour before tea time. Caroline is sleeping in her bouncy chair right now and Lorelai just finished bath and now sat snuggled up with daddy so she should, hopefully, be out of it soon. God i miss the day's when she still had a nap half way through the day....