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Sunday, 16 June 2013

Small steps...


Welcome to my blog and thankyou for reading here - this is my very first blog and to be honest with you it's like standing on the top off a mountain ready to jump, so here we go free fall!
I'm a very proud mum of two beautiful girls, Lorelai who is 2.5 years old and Caroline who is just 4 weeks old. Living with my partner who must be the most supportive and understanding man on earth. The reason for this blog is pretty simple yet so complicated - simple enough for people close to me to see them, complicated enough for me not being able to talk about it with them. I don't know where this blogging is gonna take me or if it's gonna help me in any way but here we go 'ey..
Guess i could start with telling just a tiny bit about me - as i already told you i got two girls and the love of my life. I'm from Denmark but moved here last year due to my partner being "kicked" out of Denmark after a long battle with the system. It's been so stressful for us all having to move, raise a 1 year old back then, making her understand why and how, saying goodbye to friends and family, letting go of friends and being accepted in a new country and a new family.
I fell pregnant almost the same day i met my partner, he came to Denmark to meet me and to see if any of these feelings we had over the internet was real and they most have been cus here we are 3 years later with our little family growing stronger and closer every day. We been put through hell a few times now and we are still standing. He is truly the best dad to our girls, most loving, caring and understanding guy. Anyway, people have judged us and some still do - don't know if it's due to the fact he is 12 years older than me or they are just jealous..
As quick as it went to fall pregnant with Lorelai as slow did it go with Caroline. We knew from day one that this was the true thing, what ever was between us was meant to be. Due to his age we wanted the kids to be fairly close but it took more than a year before i got pregnant with Caroline, a pregnancy i will write a lot about in the next few weeks as it was a battle from day one. I will take it in very small steps telling my story but i need to let it out.
I hope you all will enjoy my journey and you are more than welcome to give out your view of it..

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