Silence..

I know, i've been very very quiet lately. It's been a few up and down weeks lately, my mood is all over the place again and i'm so fed up!
My back is hurting so badly, sunday i was stuck in bed as i couldn't move without pain. Now i'm just cracking on, so fed up not being able to do anything i'm working through the pain. I know i'm going to break down again very soon but hopefully the dr can help today.

Lorelai and Caroline is both growing and growing into these amazing little people. Caroline held her head/neck and upper back right up this morning when we did tummy time. Out of the blue she is suddenly able to do it. She's 9 weeks on friday, gone so quick. Tomorrow we are going to have her first baby jabs done, dreading it! Don't want my little baba sick and specially not in this hot weather. She's coping really well with the heat so far, only had two day's where she's been really hard to settle and feed.

Lorelai is growing into this little beautiful clever girl. She is  pronouncing  words so clearly now and know so many words. Tall and slim with these cute blond curls. But she got a temper! Some day's is dragging teeth out, she learned to use no and no i am not in the right way now.